The worst feeling you can ever feel when you are going through changes in life or facing different struggles is the feeling of being alone. That is a dangerous feeling because if it is not managed it can drown you in depression which is even worse cause its not easy to get out of.
Feeling like no one cares whether you live or die or whether you are suffering or not. I can relate to this a lot. But lately im coming to learn that i am not really alone even in the darkness that tries to consume our minds or the struggles we face we are never truly alone because God is with us in all things and He sees and hears us even during this time.
“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you”Deuteronomy 31:6
We may have gotten accustomed to not reaching out to the one who actually understands us that is, Jesus Christ. We may have even gotten comfortable in pushing Him aside when all God desires is to actually help us, give us peace and talk to us. He will fill that loneliness in you because His presence brings overwhelming peace and Joy that no man can ever bring.
I would tell you to reach out to a friend but the closest friend is just a prayer away so lean on God cause He is ever present. Don’t lay your burdens whole heartedly on people cause we are limited but God is not. God is just a prayer away and He will understand you like no one else will. He will help you where no one else can and He will continuously show you that He is the one you need in times like this.