You will not see or understand what the Lord is doing until the journey He’s taking you you through is over. Thats when you will look back and see the wonders God has done for you. Be patient even in suffering because at the end of it you will realise the lessons you have learnt and those will be more valuable than anything else you would have chased after outside of God’s will. Once its over you will thank and glorify Him for the work He began in you. He brings every good work to completion so allow Him today to work in you that at the end you will rejoice at the work He began in you.
being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Jesus Christ.Philippians 1:6
And then you will be ready to bear fruit at the right time. You will realise that in time the fruits of the Spirit grow within you as you go along the journey, after a while you become more patient, more loving, more kind amd tender with others, more self controlled in your behavior and moral in your actions, more at peace even as troubles face you, even your faith begins to mature and you become even more firm. So learn to be patient on this journey of faith you are on.